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Continue reading →: Feel it AllOnce you hurt, you can love. I’m a tv girl through and through. I have accepted that. I’ve talked about how Bones has taught me things through the years. I have decided to rewatch The Vampire Diaries. Well, I never did finish the series after I stopped watching it in…
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Continue reading →: Needing My Mom More Now Than EverI attempted to go through and get rid of things to make my second bedroom a livable space. This is my catch-all room. I have a lot of clothes that are for winter or clothes that I don’t wear often but I’m not ready to get rid of. It is…
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Continue reading →: Sometimes I Let Out My Alter Ego“I wouldn’t have guessed you’ve been through what you have.” I’ve spent most of my life using what has happened to me as a lesson. I am in a place where I am starting to figure out and see why things happened when they did. I say a lot these…
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Continue reading →: Forcing Myself to Feel My TriggersI haven’t posted since my 2023 recap over six months ago. I don’t think I’ve gone this long without posting since I started writing almost ten years ago. I could blame it on my laptop being the same one so it’s starting to fight for its life. In reality, like…
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Continue reading →: What Even Was 2023?Each year is so different. Not at all what I pictured. 2023 was no different. I couldn’t have predicted half of what happened. If January 2023 me had a chat with December 2023 me she’d be shocked by all that happened. Yet if you were to ask I still said…
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Continue reading →: Being Born Into AddictionA lot of the time now I can forget about all of the trauma that I have had to go through and witness. Sometimes I am reminded when someone asks the right question that opens it all up. For me, it’s my life but for most people, you can see…
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Continue reading →: The Reason I Chose to Gain Weight“How did you lose the weight?” That is a question I have received over the recent months. I have lost around 40ish of the 60ish pounds I gained starting at the end of 2019. This isn’t a how to lose weight kind of post. But the answer to that question…
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Continue reading →: What Life is Like in Your 20sI’ve never gone through life thinking I was going to get old since most of my family never did. I always thought I would be this young person forever. I am still young, especially depending on who you are talking to. I am also no longer a freshly new adult.…
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Continue reading →: Giving Up PerfectionI feel like most people struggle with wanting to achieve a goal and the fear or inability to complete that goal prevents them from starting. I have struggled with that my entire life. If I am not good at it right away, it doesn’t take long for me to move…
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Continue reading →: The Little Girl in MeDespite my life not looking like I thought it would, I am living out the life little me couldn’t wait to live. There are a lot of days lately I look in the mirror and I don’t recognize myself. Not in a bad way. I look and I see a…






