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Continue reading →: I’m the People I’ve LovedI never know what my trips back home to Maryland will look like. This trip was full of emotions. My emotions were heightened since I started the visit with my engine light (the serious turn off your car one) coming on minutes away from my cousin’s in Baltimore late at…
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Continue reading →: A Step in the Right DirectionWhat does it say about me that I am already almost 1/3 through my journal that I started at the beginning of the year and it’s still only January? I’ve been having so many feelings or emotions that I don’t know what they are. If someone were to ask how…
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Continue reading →: 10 Years Of WritingWe’re not even a week into the new year and so many thoughts and feelings have been experienced. I realized that this year is my last full year in my twenties. It doesn’t feel possible. I still feel like I’m lying when I tell people I’m in my late twenties.…
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Continue reading →: 2024 – The Year I Grew Up2024. The year I became known for car problems and dying my hair way too much. As I look back on this year, it feels so long. I think about the beginning of the year, and it’s hard to believe that was just this year. As I say, almost every…
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Continue reading →: Do I Really Hate Christmas“I hate Christmas” Of all the holidays Christmas is the one I could easily pretend doesn’t exist. I don’t hide my ugh for anything related especially when it comes to work doing anything such as cubicle decorating or gingerbread houses. This year, whether some people believe it or not, I…
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Continue reading →: A Year Without Dating AppsWe are days away from hitting a year since I deleted dating apps—the longest I’ve gone since I first created a profile years ago. I never had the intention or interest in meeting someone off of one. Maybe initially, but at that time, I couldn’t believe someone would be interested…
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Continue reading →: Not Being Enough For PeopleI had a dream the other night. A lot of my dreams are versions of memories that I have. As if I don’t have enough anxiety awake, let alone asleep. But back to the dream. It was something from my childhood that a friend’s parents had said to her which…
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Continue reading →: There’s Never a Good Time of Year“I just struggle this time of year.” I catch myself saying something of the sort no matter what time of year. I can say summer is my hardest season, and if I had to pick my hardest season it would be summer. In reality, I rarely get a break from…
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Continue reading →: Life After No ContactIt’s “easy” for me to talk about all the deaths I’ve gone through. For the most part, people will have similar reactions to it. Death is to an extent easy for someone to grasp. Abuse and other things can be interpreted differently. People are going to have different opinions. Depending…







