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Continue reading →: Life After No ContactIt’s “easy” for me to talk about all the deaths I’ve gone through. For the most part, people will have similar reactions to it. Death is to an extent easy for someone to grasp. Abuse and other things can be interpreted differently. People are going to have different opinions. Depending…
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Continue reading →: Feel it AllOnce you hurt, you can love. I’m a tv girl through and through. I have accepted that. I’ve talked about how Bones has taught me things through the years. I have decided to rewatch The Vampire Diaries. Well, I never did finish the series after I stopped watching it in…
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Continue reading →: Needing My Mom More Now Than EverI attempted to go through and get rid of things to make my second bedroom a livable space. This is my catch-all room. I have a lot of clothes that are for winter or clothes that I don’t wear often but I’m not ready to get rid of. It is…
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Continue reading →: Sometimes I Let Out My Alter Ego“I wouldn’t have guessed you’ve been through what you have.” I’ve spent most of my life using what has happened to me as a lesson. I am in a place where I am starting to figure out and see why things happened when they did. I say a lot these…
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Continue reading →: Forcing Myself to Feel My TriggersI haven’t posted since my 2023 recap over six months ago. I don’t think I’ve gone this long without posting since I started writing almost ten years ago. I could blame it on my laptop being the same one so it’s starting to fight for its life. In reality, like…
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Continue reading →: What Even Was 2023?Each year is so different. Not at all what I pictured. 2023 was no different. I couldn’t have predicted half of what happened. If January 2023 me had a chat with December 2023 me she’d be shocked by all that happened. Yet if you were to ask I still said…
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Continue reading →: Being Born Into AddictionA lot of the time now I can forget about all of the trauma that I have had to go through and witness. Sometimes I am reminded when someone asks the right question that opens it all up. For me, it’s my life but for most people, you can see…
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Continue reading →: The Reason I Chose to Gain Weight“How did you lose the weight?” That is a question I have received over the recent months. I have lost around 40ish of the 60ish pounds I gained starting at the end of 2019. This isn’t a how to lose weight kind of post. But the answer to that question…
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Continue reading →: What Life is Like in Your 20sI’ve never gone through life thinking I was going to get old since most of my family never did. I always thought I would be this young person forever. I am still young, especially depending on who you are talking to. I am also no longer a freshly new adult.…
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Continue reading →: Giving Up PerfectionI feel like most people struggle with wanting to achieve a goal and the fear or inability to complete that goal prevents them from starting. I have struggled with that my entire life. If I am not good at it right away, it doesn’t take long for me to move…






