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Continue reading →: Getting Myself BackI have touched on in the past relationships I had that were toxic. One relationship where a trauma bond was involved. Per Wikipedia, “Trauma bonds is a term developed by psychologists George Dutton and Susan Painter to describe emotional bonds with an individual that arise from a recurring, cyclical pattern…
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Continue reading →: Breaking Out of the BoxI have always been the kind of person who needed everything to be put neatly in a box. If it didn’t fit that box it felt wrong. I felt like I wasn’t doing the right thing if things didn’t fit the box I thought life needed to look like. This…
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Continue reading →: What Will Happen in Four Years?People ask me, “What do you want to do with your life?” Generally, I respond, “I don’t know.” Sometimes that is true. Sometimes it’s not. A lot of my goals died with my mom. I have spent a lot of my time trying to accept that. Though I was young…
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Continue reading →: Growing Around the PainThere are a lot of life-changing events happening within my family this summer. A lot of changes are a reminder that we are all growing up. I tell myself much of the time how I am glad a lot of these changes have been and are happening when they are.…
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Continue reading →: Living Life on RepeatIf you know me you know I have a lot of repetitive habits. I eat the same meal daily until I get sick of it. I have about five shows that I watch on a rotation. I will listen to a song on repeat for days. There are probably more…
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Continue reading →: Pieces of My HeartApparently, I had to go back to school to start writing again. My third post in less than a month. What? Probably because I need my head to be clear in order to do school work and in order for my head to be clear I need to write. I…
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Continue reading →: I Hate Being HumanSometimes it makes me so mad how much my trauma affects my life. I never used to get mad about what’s happened to me. I think now it’s because I know how it feels when I’m doing good. What a feeling. Then my brain reminds me that I still have…
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Continue reading →: Timing is EverythingI was working on the class that I started last week but something was pulling me to come over here and write. Maybe a little update. I feel like that is what my writing has become as I can’t seem to write as often as I once did. I think…








