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Continue reading →: Being Stubborn Can Be A Good ThingBlame it on growing up without much parental supervision. Blame it on being a Cancer. Blame it on many different factors. Anyone who gets to know me knows I am easily one of the most stubborn people. Though to any future employers not in a way that makes me unemployable…
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Continue reading →: Breaking Generational CursesOne of my most asked questions, when people hear about my story, is what made me choose the opposite of those who raised me. Drug addicts and/or alcoholics on both my mother’s and father’s side. Then for a time in their life, some of them made an income being exotic…
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Continue reading →: The Need To Control EverythingI think like most if not all people I have the want and need to control my life. Which is impossible, whether you believe in a higher power or not. Most of my life has been out of my control. You could even say in a more extreme way than…
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Continue reading →: 2020 Was The Best YearThis year had its hardships. A lot of death and conflict and other kinds of pain and hardship. Some things I will never understand. I have felt the isolation. I have felt my anxiety and that of others. I have felt the division and need for justice. I have found…
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Continue reading →: EvolvingI am somewhat considered the girl who doesn’t know what she wants or changes her mind all of the time. This heavily became a thing when I was in college since I changed my major each semester. I even dropped out at one point. Despite that, a lot of who…
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Continue reading →: Making Myself UglyIn the last year, I have gone back to wearing oversized clothing. There are many different reasons why. A lot of the clothes I do have and wear the most were clothes that belonged to either my mom or my aunt. So, in that way when I wear them, it’s…
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Continue reading →: ChoicesLife is made up of choices. A single decision can change your life forever. Some of my decisions can be impulsive. Usually little things so for the most part they don’t affect a big part of my life. I have never regretted any of my impulsive decisions. That impulse tends…
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Continue reading →: Did I Overcome Emotional Eating?A couple of days ago I posted about my eating disorder/ disordered eating. Before those issues began, I was a huge emotional eater. People would say that once the food was in front of me nothing and no one else existed. It was as if I was in another universe.…
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Continue reading →: So Much To Be Thankful ForThis year looks different in so many ways. Good and bad. Despite that, there is so much to be thankful for. This year compared to last year is almost night and day in how my life looks like. Last year this time I was incredibly broken. I was skeptical of…







